5 betarians

Remember this?? It reminds me of u guys.

And i miss you all. 5 Beta---the best memories in my life !!

Life seems so different here without you guys.

I miss those days

when we laughed out so loud till the teachers complained bout us

when we ponteng together and kena warned by the counsellor (what's her name dy ah?)

when we talked when the teacher's talking infront

when we ate during class

when we did anything we like if the teacher's absent

when we cried together during the farewell party

when its time for us to say goodbye to each other and pursue dreams that belong to us.

I'm on my way to achieve my dreams. So are you?

No matter what, u'll be in my heart.

Ps: ish ish i so emo lah in this post. the unusual me :P

life isn't that bad afterall

Crap..


izzit because we stay under the same roof and, same bed, our hormones how somehow connected or what???


Ya well i'm having period on the same day with mah roommate.




My dislike towards going to work is fading. In fact, i kinda enjoy working there. People there are nice. Thank God for it.

The knee length jeans that i got from Pdi.

I love Pdi when they are offering discount. My new yellow singlet.

ps: trying hard to enjoy life although things might be difficult at times.

I saw you and i heart you :) u're the one and only

gimme a breaK

KILLING ASSIGNMENTS !!!!!

STupid Theory !!! I DID IT SINCE 8.30PM TILL NOW 1AM. IT SUCKS !!!
I'M SO FRUS THAT I FEEL LIKE BANGING MY HEAD OF THE ROCK HARD WALL.
I FEEL LIKE WANT TO CEKIK MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH A DUMB ASS.
Don't like all the lecturers of this sem. They're like talking talking and talking beating around the bush and will never reach the point.
So what's the point of talking so much??!!


attention people---- if u happened to see me, plz gimme a shoulder.
i really need a shoulder that i can rely on now.

I'm so dead now.

if only i'm a super genius........

its another monday

A cuppa coffee to keep my mind awake

My shoulder's aching like hell again for these 2 days. I've kinda strained myself.

Mum, dad and bro came to kl yesterday and we went to bkt bintang again.

The situation was much more better on sun cuz there's less people and nicer to shop for stuff.

I'm trying hard now to catch up whatever Dr.Jeff's been teaching for history.

History has always been the subject i love and i really don't wish to score low marks for this subject. Quizzes is coming. I need to do double work as the seniors said. Heard from a senior that she's been scoring 80+ and above for history. Well i'll try my best.

Nothing is easy. It depends on the person whether you want to aim for the best or not.

ageing

My legs are hurting now. I stand for don't know how many hours today. I'm getting older. all

Reached Bkt Bintang at 1pm and had our lunch at 10thfloor of Times Square.

Since Lala said the food at this particular stall was quite reasonable so we bought our lunch at the stall.

The truth is the food's NOT CHEAP at all.
Rice + Tempe + Kangkung = RM3.68
Ok lorrr.....i can't say anything since i've already taken my food.
The worst part came when i tasted the food.
The tempe and bean curd's so hard can't even chew it. Honestly i think they re-fried it and that's why it's so hard to chew.
Then the Kangkung was Cold like it's juz been taken out from the fridge.
Worst chap fan i've ever had. Making me felt like wanting to puke.
I had a few spoon of it and enough is enough.
Yucksss!!

OMG....this is the first time i saw the whole Malaysia's punya Lalas ( lala mui & lala zhai ) all gathered at Bkt Bintang. Most of them are very young * some still in primary school i guess *

The leggings, the high socks, the black white red stripes, the make-up and super thick eyeliner. Scariest sight !!!

Waited to see Wu Zhun at Berjaya Times Square. There's so many people gathering there blocking the main entrace.

The sound system sucks, the stage sucks ( small and not high enough ) can't even see a tine lil bird. Basically the organisation was bad. Making me pissed cuz i got tired of waiting for him and decided to leave. I went to check on him later on during his autograph session. This time i'm pissed again. There's not many people left and i'm quite close to the stage but wth i can't even see him. Those bodyguards of whatever were blocking and blame the stupid lousy low stage.

Damn disappointing wei.

Later on we went to walk around the shopping mall. Nothing much to see.

Our plan for ice-cream was cancelled because of the LALA gurl. She promised to come and look for us to enjoy ice-cream together but she never come!!! Haiyoo...



When we went over to Sg.Wang, they're having something on stage.

~ So you think you can dance programme ~

Those contestant were really really good in dancing.

I love the first girl, she did BREAKING !!! Super cool. How i wish i can dance like her.



Then we had Banana Pie and corn for dinner.

Joe's sis told her that Janice's coming to Sg.Wang and so we decided to go for her showcase at the 4th floor carpark.

The showcase supposed to star at 8pm but we went to line up earlier at 7pm. Stand there for so long until my knees' hurting badly. Somehow it was quite worth of it * at least better than the WuZhun was la *

We got stand at the second role right beside the stage.

Janice's really pretty and i love her bubly character.

There's also her guest artist ~ Charles.
He's really handsome.

We took cab back to our condo after the showcase.
Stupid teksi fella. I feel like smashing or slapping him !!!
Told him where we wanted to go then he said ok then we mai went up to his cab now.
Mana tau he said he dunno the way to our place and asked us which road we want to take.
I replied him that we also dunno, then how ??!!
Ends up he actually knows the way to our place. He was even complaining to someone on his phone bout us saying that he damn malang fetching lousy mafan customer.
WTF. Its's ok if u don't want to do our business, we can find other cab !!!

Malaysian lousy cab. Hate them for their rude attitude and always didn't use meter !!!



Pics of the day. All the pics are low quality cuz i took with my lousy camera phone.

Berjaya Times Square ~ crowds of people waiting to see Wuzhun the fella.



Sg.Wang. So you think you can dance showcase.

Joe and me with Janice's ticket

Our shoes. Mine Nike her's Mickey

Waiting to get in.

My VIP ticket

Janice !!!!!

JANICE AND THE 988 DJ.

JANICE DUET WITH CHARLES.


Me and Lala. Was forced to take pic with her.

ps. i'm tired of squeezing myself in among the big crowd. Maybe i'm too old for that already.

Duh...i woke up so early today.

The weather is juz too hot for me to sleep.

I'm gonna zzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzz again later.

Going to BKT BINTANG later....hehe

Hopefully i won't see too much of stuffs that i like there lar. Even if i see it and i can't buy ( very kek sim) cuz i'm still broke.

Bout the MIDI assignment, i'm almost done. Still need to change some of the sentence though before i pass it up.

Whooott....i'm already dreaming of my yummylicious ice-cream!!!

Hehe...

i miss home

Reflection of the piano~

I'm not going home this weekend. Sounds weird rite?


Since i came and study in KL i've been going back to my hometown every weekend because i just couldn't bare staying here over one week. I miss my cosy home.



Yea it's true i'm staying back in KL partly because i need to finish up my midi assignment and i'm going to the Lala Heaven tomorrow.





Wondering where's the Lala Heaven???



Let me tell u ........ it's the very holy moly Bkt Bintang.



A place that belongs to those Lalas. * Kill me cuz i've even seen AUNTY LALAS there !%$#
wtf..can u imagine that? An aunty middle age with quite some FAT dressing up like those 13 years old young lass. OMG, i'm sorry to say i really don't like leggings!! They're so out of date.



Weirdly i love hanging out with friends there ( ehem...i'm not lala kay)



I wonder why the place is getting more and more polluted with Lala or in other terms Lalafied.





Anyway the main reason i'm going is because of HIM. Hopefully i'll get a glimpse of him !!!

blank

SS-ing in the practise room.

I'm so dead.
My mind is blank.
I juz don't feel like doing anything now.


Assignments __

Aural - in the progress
Theory - don't feel like touching it
History - i juz couldn't understand what the lecturer talking about and i haven't been doing his notes ( givin up )
Midi - in the progress

The maddy maddy

Tones of assigments for this week. The due date for it is next week.
I'm so stressed out !!
I don't understand what the lecturer is mumbling during the history class.
I feel tired and ill.
My back is hurting.
I'm sneezing.
Yet amazingly, i went to work today in a new department (worked there b4 during my 2nd sem)
Man it was so much better compare to IO (the sucky bloody office) though its a bit tiring looking at the ID numbers which strain my eyes.

I need a rest * prob a vacation at beach

I'm a lost soul.

I want to do something crazy to release my tension.
Scream my lungs out.
Dance like Beyonce.
Swim like a fish.
Laugh like no one's looking at me.
Throw something huge from the condo.
Kick somebody's ass.
Kiss someone's lips.
Play like Mr.Chopin.
Do some kick ass stunt.
Bunjee jumping
Sky diving.
Wateva that is crazie.

Ya'll know I'm goin mad.

A ZJOYFUL SONG

Love the fact that blogspot's now available to autosave our post.

Been watching lots of korean and jap movies recently.

~Nana
~200 pounds beauty
~highway star
~.......

I'm startin to fall in love to these movies songs. Super JENG.

Had my first cme coaching today under Ms.Geneviene. According to someone she's not really that good. Somehow after my coaching i felt that she's actually good. In the way that she teaches u a lot of stuff (well she might be better my piano lecturer)
Hate lecturers who are very CHEONG HEI. Can't stop nagging us
~watttttt...u guys didn't practise????
~u know its really hard to u to catch up if u don't practise
~for XX1 maybe u can pass the sub without much practise but for not XX2
~ok i shall give u all extra assignments

Bahhhhh....fan!!

Feeling kinda tired. Not going to revise for history.


Sing a Zjoyful Song sing a sing a Zjoyful song ~ tis is wat AH ZJIUN JIE sang. Hehe
Love teasing her.

OMG can't believe that i'm listening to religion songs now. Christian worship songs by Michael W.Smith


A song for all my dearest friends. I luv u all

Dream dream

I miss my long long hair. Can't wait for my hair to grow long.

I felt as if i'm livin' in foreign land. i was in the condo lift. Poor thing i'm the only white person inside the lift with about 5 other negros. I realise i've got fair skin wei!!!

Itchy itchy ....feel like goin for a tan since i can't get as white assnow white.

I have a thought ~ will it be great if let say i have a chance to work in redang. Hehe...i'll be burn by the time i got back from the sunny island.

Mama Suuuu said after i got back from there then i can work in Goodie Foodie(own by negros) dy !!!

Man...wondering what kinda food they eat. Any idea??

I don't like Mondays ~ Tori Amos

the ultimate sleeping beauty

OMG i slept like a pig this afternoon when i got back home.

Talking bout the ware house sale advertisement that i saw in the sun , i went to have a look with tiff. Man....i'm so disappointed with it. Know what they only got those aunty clothes and ugly big sizes t-shirts and bra. Ewwww....

sorry arr tiff for asking (sorta forcing) u to go with me :(

Met SeeYeang at the bus station and so i sat with her through the journey back home. We talked a lot until i got down from the bus when i reached my destination.
Hmm...she's still the sweet nice girl :)

Had my lunch then i watched tv. Half way through i'm already dozing of. So i headed straight to my cosy room to sleep. I FREAKIN SLEPT FROM 3 SOMETHING TILL 7PM.
I can't believe that i've been asleep for so many hours until mum came and woke me up.

I don't think i can sleep tonite as i'm energetic after the long long nap.

Calling for secretary

I need a personal secretary !!!
All my stuff are sooooo messed up. Assignments are everywhere- some in my reebok bag, nike begpack, Uni locker, fail...........
My table is so messy that i feel kinda ashamed of myself. I need a MaMa here.

Oooohhh....i attended a seminar with Ann and Peiwin. Gosh the speaker's so lame. Kept on selling his trademark. Bahhh...ain't gonne listen to this kinda person. I can bluff better than ya'll.

I'm desperate in the meantime. Know why?? Cuz i can't get what Dr.Jeff was talking about during his classes. I'm lost totally lost.......until i looked right and left towards my friend. Poorthing me...they laughed at me :( I hate being left out in studies.

Mama su ann...........guess whattttttttttttttt........ NOTHING WEI !!!
Lulu u wanna bcome my secretary??

i actually wanted to post some pics. Too bad my camera ran outta battery :(


Nite peeps

Pics

Chillis ~ 13.05.07

mouth watering

gimme more

me and rae - we're hungry waitin for food

14.05.07 ~ my big day

Today. Waiting for choir class...bored so i cam whore again

Darling joe n me

Finished watching NANA on my yesterday.

Shining was telling us about a buffet place near to bkt bintang which they have all kinds of sashimi, sushi..........*saliver drippin everywhere*
I want to goooooooo....but i'm broke. Will anyone treat me there?
Ask me out u if u're willing to spend money on me.

Guess what.......today while i'm in the condo lift with ann and voonyin, there's one negro who said to me that my tattoo looks nice and cool. Hehe made me feel so happy pulak.

I don't feel like facing the reality....I dun wanna work. Some other frens had already started working. I'm so lazy.

There's still a bunch of things to be done. Notes for history. Its so confusing i really prefer ms.chong teaching.


my cme piece is so difficult. I can't play the correct jumping octaves.





Video taken during yesterday nite's dinner. Tq for the treat guys

I'm loved

I'm feeling kinda lost. I'm not the only one feeling so Jiun also felt the same.

For undescrivable reason I felt confused.

Anway i need to thank all my super duper dearest friends who wishes me happy birthday and especially friends who celebrated my b'day for me. U GUYS MADE MY DAY !!!

Today is my first time celebrating bday out of my hometown but i can still feel love here.

And because of u guys i know i'm not alone.



To be a 19th years old ain't that hard rite?!

Wishing for someone that the person will go through his/her prob.

And most of all i want to keep my mind clear cuz i'm always easily stressed out. That's bad cuz it affects me a lot and even ppl beside me.





And to MISS LALA, LILI, AND LULU i love crapping with u guys.

To miss Tiff- tq for the dinner and Rae as well.

Muacksssssss.....big hug for u all.

Happy Birthday to Me me and me

I'm officially 19th years old after tonight. Went out with college bestie for a special MPO concert and Chillis to celebrate our b'day.

Birthday nowadays is so different. The reason is because i won't be at home during my birthday. No family and a bunch of classmate to celebrate with me. Though i did feel a bit sad because of this reason but i know i'm blessed with another bunch of friends here celebrate with me.

I'm sad cuz i'm no more 18th the pok pok chui.

1. I need to be more mature and most of all built up my confidence cuz sometimes i find that i'm lacking in self confidence.

2. I need to work out more to lose some weight.

3. I need to be more hardworking and not left behind. I want to apply for $$.

4. Juz hoping that my wish will come true this year. I've been dreaming of it for too long already.

5....................... still thinking bout what is life meant for

Tq guys for a great outing to MPO and Chillis for a celebration of our bday

Books that i borrowed from library - due date to return on my bday date


My piece of cake ~ Happy Birthday to myself

Mum cutting the cake

The Cake

Cake that bro bought for mother's day -- Mango Yoghurt from Cake Sense




p.s. happie birthday to you rain

and i love u so

Happy Mother's Day !!!!


I know my mum don't read my blog but i still wanna say that ' I Love You ' to my dearest mum.
Thank you for everything :)


Am dollying up myself now preparing to go for the Anna Kortova's MPO concert. I'm going with Rae and Tiff. Yay....we gonna celebrate Rae's and my b'day there as well.

Don't know why i'm starting to fear of ageing. Its like i can't believe that by tomorrow i'll 19th YEARS OLD already !!!! I wanna stay young forever.

That's all for now. Will post up the pics later on :P

Ain't that cool

So i got this for myself as my early b'day gift. Man i'm lovin' it. Looks super cool isn't it??








Also bought 2 pressie for 2 of my friends.


Itchy itchy... i've got red rashes around some part of my legs and its soooooo itchy and i can't help scarching it.





Happy Birthday dear Raechen !!! U're 19 dyyyyyyyy.....haha 3 days older than me still consider old :P So u gonna learn more chinese and become more chinabeng from this year on and stop being too engklish. Come let mei mei teach u how to become a pro chinabeng or lala !!


U're such a wonderful person with ur bubly personality and what i'm gonna tell ya is i admire ur guts !!! Yoyo....promise that we gonna have lotsssssssssss of fun during this sunday kay?





Hehe.

Chill. I love you guys more than words can say but if u guys still wan me to tell you ' i lap u' everyday also can larr....i dun mind.

because of u

wtf. i woke up so early today juz to attend one my of classes but the lecturer didn't come !!!!!
She ( the lecturer ) has been absent for numerous time even after i complained bout it.
She juz told me that i'll have my class on this morning and she didn't come. Man.....
When u know there'll be a traffic jam PLZ come ealier la......i thought lecturers supposed to reach Uni earlier than student.
Damn pissed with her. Wasted my sleeping time * it's raining this morning and if its not becuz of u i'm still enoying my sweet dream now *