Friday, October 31, 2008

Free like a bird!!

Finals' over...wheee!!!!
my last exam was jury and i'm still not satisfied with my performance.
First piece Haydn Sonata in C maj 1s mov was kinda bad....worst ever performance, 2nd and 3rd was soso.
Scriabin etude Op.8, No.12.........ouch!!! i ter-pressed on the wrong chords and ended up killing the climax of the piece :(
Liszt Hungarian Rhapsody No.7..........same problem.
And now i'm feeling empty, bored.
I'm so bored i painted my toe nails and removed it and painted it with another colour.
So sad this year around the parents are not planning to go for a overseas vacation. I miss winterrrrrr!!!
I'm so bored i took pic of my messy wardrobe and dressing table.
my wardrobe, mum's vintage belts i stole from her!

the ever messy dressing table..

Thursday, October 30, 2008


jury in 4.30 hours time!!!!
Wish me luck kay?!
i hope i don't get panick!!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

My heart is dripping blood.
I swear i will never do that kind of thing.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008


Tagged by Yvonne Tan Suet Yeeeeeeeeee

1. What's the relationship of you and her/him?
roommates, coursemates

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
freakin smart, kiddy, hyperactive

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you:
you are so pretty, talented and nice *ehem ok i made it up myself :P

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you:
errrrrr...........i can't name one now

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..
run off........i ain't no lesbian okay

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
stay away from her lor

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
dolling herself up!!

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
errrrrr...........she's smarter than me!

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
PERM HER HAIR.....muahahhaa try to imagine that!!

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
shy, yet straightforward

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
noisy....irritating haha

12. The character of you for yourself is?
cool, calm

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
shy at times, lack of confident...imma wanna walk tall and talk loud!

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
someone more matured than me "quote from rommie"

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them. are so sweet i love u too...blah

i tag tiffanie, amanda, hueyhsiang...

lovin' ma glad so much!

Too Late

Oohhh.....i'm so regret that i didn't get the Givenchy perfume set with comes with a nice dinner bag!!!!
Awwwwww................what a waste.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

How Stupid I Am

I me saya aku wo forgot to bring my pendrive back which contains my term paper assignment.
Oh holy..............
Thought of finishing it by this weekend but now it seems that my wonderful dream is dashed.
I'm now doing the other question that i know and combining it later on monday when i go back to condo :(

i think i'm goin to warehouse sales tomorrow, let's pray that it won't be very crowded.

One more week one more week one more week one more freakko week!!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

1 week 7 days 168 hours 420 minutes 10080 seconds

to freedom........

I am very scared of tomorrow's keyboard skills finals :(
I haven't even finish half of my term paper.
My jury pieces ain't freakin polished.
How how how??!!
Oh fuck it....let's face the music.

Ps:enjoyin mah horlicks while doin term paper now.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Should I?

Get this pair of glad sandals which is kinda off season now.....

Sunday, October 19, 2008


On the 15th i received a call frm mum telling me that grandma had passes away.
It was a great for me......i was speechless and had to go through the most gruesome 2 hours of lecture and tried to control my feelings.
I can't stop thinking back memories of grandma.
Memories of her staying in my house, asking me about my studies, and giving me pocket money secretly.
I really hate myself now for not treating grandma nicer and giving her love that she needs.

Went back on thursday night to KB. For the first time in 20 years of my life, all my relatives particularly grandma's child, grandchild and greatgrandchild were present for the last journey of grandma. Grandma would be so happy in she were to see us together when she's alive.

I really miss grandma. I hope she would rest in peace and bless us.
You will always be in our heart.

*This has been a really emotional week for me and things i have yet to go through, i am not sure whether i can survive through it.

Ps: i'm okay now.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

I can't control my emotions now....
i. a.m. s.c.a.r.e.d.
I don't know how am i gonna handle it.
Please let me get through all these.
Feelin very down now :(
Grandma passed away.
Screwed up my ks assesment.
Finals n jury.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Did you peeps read the newspaper yesterday or today?
The Bollywood artist Shah Rukh Khan was entitled the Datukship by the Malacca goverment!!
I really can't figure out why is that sounds so wrong right?

MEEeee finally received my first pay cheque!!
Although it's just a real small amount but i'm really happy.
Imma gonna think of buying something nice to reward myself!

Friday, October 10, 2008

I am so stressed i feel like ...

-screaming out loud like a mad fella
-go club and dance the whole night
-do sports ( swimming, badminton, jogging..)
-pampering myself (spa, massage etc )
-painting my nails into bimbo colours!!
-eat the hell outta me
-tearing all my books!!!
-some real privacy!

I seriously don't feel like talking at all now. Let's have some peaceful silent moment. Oh wtf.

Monday, October 06, 2008

Damai Laut

My family had our 2nd trip to Damai Laut which is located at Lumut, Perak during the hols but this time round without my 2nd bro. We've been there once 2 years ago and it was quite an awesome getaway from what i remembered. I've always love going on road trip with the family and it makes our relationship one step closer.

We passed by lush green padi fields along the way.
The view from the hotel lobby.

View from our apartment. Didn't managed to book the hotel so we stayed in the apartment this time which is wayyy bigger but quite far from the beach. Mom and dad totally loves it cuz they get to walk walk walk and walk and i showed black face cuz it's so far :P

Practising my kung fu kicks!! Haiyahh

Aww......ang moh kids so cute!!!
Ps: lazy to blog further bout my trip till end see yah!
Plz let me overcome this 4 more weeks.....i'm so stress now "(