Friday, February 29, 2008

1 more day to competition day.
oh nervous
just finished watching THE NOTEBOOK
it's a must watch and i think that it is much more better then ATONEMENT.
really beautiful and touching love story.
it will be one of the movie that i'll re-watch

will have no update tomorrow cuz am staying at rommie's crib (nervous also)

if anyone of u are free, plz come to klpac on this saturday at 2 to 3.30pm to support us or sunday night for the gala concert.

night peeps

Wednesday, February 27, 2008



phewwww...finally settled the stupid freakin bills

lesson of the day_don't be too calculative, it will only make things worse

muahahahaaa wth*****
************I'm freakin emo now****************

Plz stop bugging me............stupid problems
I think i need to go bai bai, i'm having such a sucky month

console me, will'ya?

Monday, February 25, 2008


i miss the winter
the cold breeze
the fresh air
the freedom
the homey feeling






Sunday, February 24, 2008

I think....

i've lost my soul....

These days had been feeling rather down and stress.

Am suffering headache now most probably cause by these reasons.

I feel like banging my head on the wall.

I fxxckin hate this sem.

Thinking bout uni stuff just make me feel down.

Oh God i hope i won't sank deeper and deeper.


Whoop...been away from the blogga world for 2 days.
For this 2 days + the day before i'm having headache or migraine i'm not very sure.
I'm feeling much better now. Guess it might be the stress that causes my sickness.

Friday went to meet bo them after master class. Went to Neway for K session for about 4 hours++. First time i sang for so long and also first time i sang so many english songs in the karaoke. HuiZhen and PS almost sang the whole classic songs of BSB. Hahaa...
Had Secret Recipe before heading home.

Saturday had to cancel my plan to play badminton and yam cha with them cause my head was still feeling dizzy.
Somehow i did get better at night. So after dinner bro suggested we go genting.
Reached there almost 10pm. Walked for a while then followed my parents to casino again.
I really don't understand why those people would rather throw their big buckets of money for betting then keeping it or buying something really precious.

Next week will be the week!!!
Let's not talk about it cuz i'm afraid i will get nervous breakdown.


Thursday, February 21, 2008

Done with the crap

I'm finally done with those midterms. So happy until i feel like jumping around here and there like the bunny!!
These 2 weeks, i've been looking and feeling like a piece of crap.
Summore got lectured by the dear lecturer. How GREAT was that ;/
Tonight's gonna be the last day of CNY. I'm so gonna miss it. Ang paos, pigging out, gambling, fireworks!!
Tong Tong Chiang!!
Whoot I Love Them!!
Anyway HAPPY CHAP GOH MEI dear readers!!
I wanna go throw those mandarin oranges to the river so that my dream guy will get to collect it. Too bad there's no river here, not even a big long kang :(
Tonight we aka the 3 crazie housemates gonna celebrate the end of the exams -- cookin mah all time favourite spaghetti and will be watching the oh-so-good movie according to everyone's review ATONEMENT !!
And tomorrow will be hanging out with the hometown darlings !!!
See....i'm such a happy kid.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

when pms strikes

PMS striked today.

Making me felt like shyt the whole day.
Don't even have the energy to practise.
Worked for 2 and a half hours. The time passes so slow i thought i've worked for 10 hours
Gosh....ppl plz tell me how to analyse 20th century music??
1 more exam to go!!!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I'm havin a headache

This is what we do when we're feeling stress !!

Monday, February 18, 2008

Still Alive

Thank God the internet service finally came alive just now.
Credits to Ann !!

I'm half dead though. Been feeling stressful the whole day since i woke up this morning.
Aural freakin' sucks la....looks easy and yet i screwed up the whole thing. Haii...i'm such a loser.
Had nothing for lunch because was quite busy the whole afternoon.

Now i'm still feelin' the stress. Let me go!!! I wanna live happily.

March will be the month i hated most !!

Sunday, February 17, 2008


Did u guys managed to catch the last epi of TARA 2??
It was really awesome especially watching my favourite team won. So much better than the last TARA 1.
Love their team work of Collin and Adrian. Salute for Collin, he never sees his disabilities as an obstacle to finish the challange and Adrian for being such a caring friend who's been patient to his partner.

Last for not least ,

You guys are the best :)


Was practising aural sight-singing juz now. Damn i really can't do it !!
Summore had to stop practising cuz some relatives just came.
Aighh...sien feel like banging my head on the wall.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Hectic Month

I gotta say this month's the busiest month so far in uni.

CNY holidays, midterms, recital and competition.

So many things packed in a month. When Feb is over i will be half dead i guess.

2 more midterms to go. Spa with HT. And and and....HuiZhen just sms-ed me asking me whether wanna go BSB concert at Sunway Lagoon on 27th Feb night. Seriously feel like going but i got so many classes on that day plus comp will be 3 days apart.

Aighh...So many things yet to be done :(

Hunger is Mah Biggest Weakness

Had Mcd yesterday with yvonne them. The food can't seems to digest fast and today i'm having bloated stomach.
Told myself that i'm gonna eat less tonight.
Ya' know i fail to control myself larr..when midnight stikes in, my mouth started to get itchyfied eventhough i'm not feeling hungry.
Stuffed myself with some sinful crackers.
Arghh....feeling so guilty now. I'm such a badass for food!!

Today while i was going to the bus station to board the bus home i met Xiao Man. It's what a suprise cuz i haven't met her for like ages. Glad to hear that she's doing well.

Been surfing some online shopping sites.
Kinda saw a few second hand tee and a purse that i like.

But i really don't know whether is it reliable or not to buy something online cuz i've never tried before.
How?? To buy or not to buy?

I think my angpao money will be spent in just one month. What to do..i still need to get a metronome which i don't really like using it.

Before i end this post i shall say that


Ps: man...i'm so proud of mahself!

Friday, February 15, 2008

The broadband service's been down agAIN !!
Tm net pay 88 bucks per month and u don't get the FREE UNLIMITED BROADBAND SERVICE !! Duh..and 2 working days for them to send up the whatever report. Adui -_-

Done with aural dictation, recital on the V-Day. Later that night, had to study for history. So many people praying that night and playing darn pretty FIREWORKS.
It's like five places having fireworks at the same time making u can't concentrate at all. Couples celebrating V-Day and ppl praying when midnight clocks in, i wonder how mich are they enjoying the moment.
Next time they shall have a special day for the SINGLES k!! Liddat only fair lor..

ps: i can't upload pic here at home, why eh?

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Babey at home

I woke up feeling like a crap this morning. Eyes swollen, pimples popping out and tired.

Shytto...left my hp at home!!! Just feel not use to it especially no alarm to wake me up. Poor thing mah friend gonna be my alarm this week.

Did badly for theory quiz today. Haiyoo....

What kinda uninteresting life here.........

Monday, February 11, 2008

Here comes another day!

The foremost ambitious dudes...all of them are single and really to mingle!!
Jaay dude the MonkeY

Hello peeps, i'm back at condo now. There goes my oh-so-short cny holidays.

And here comes all the stressSSSS.

Theory quiz on tomorrow, recital on thursday and all the midterms on thursday and friday.



Didn't get a lot of angpaos mainly because there's only my family and some friends at hometown. No relatives at all :(

Anyway, dad gave us the biggest angpao i've ever get in my life. a good daughter i'm saving up 60% of the money while the rest will be spend on a electronic metronome plus some books.

Ate lots of tit bits at home. Pimples popping up.

Like what everyone loves to say HUAT AHHHHH or supposedly FaTTTTT ahhhhh!!!

Hmm this sem is gonna be the most challenging sem i guess because i'm taking all those level 4 (highest level) theory,aural....

Hate theory thingie. I'd rather practise more cuz really prefer practical stuff.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Booo...exam comin again more day of holiday to go. Hate to go back and summore there's recital and all my midterms next week!!!
Stupid system do they expect us to study during cny??!!
Super stress now especially when i think of aural!

How nice would it be if we can have a longer cny holiday and no exams right after that!!

I want more angpao!!!!

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Happy CNY Ppl!

Ya' know i'm a dragon babey, so bare with this.
The Chinese new year animal of the Dragon Born in 1916, 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988, 2000, 2012.

People born in the Chinese new year animal of the Dragon are healthy, energetic, excitable, short-tempered, and stubborn. They are also honest, sensitive, brave, and they inspire confidence and trust. Dragon people are the most eccentric of any in the eastern zodiac. They neither borrow money nor make flowery speeches, but they tend to be soft-hearted which sometimes gives others an advantage over them. They are compatible with Rats, Snakes, Monkeys, and Roosters.

Dragon: Full of vitality and enthusiasm, the Dragon is a popular individual even with the reputation of being foolhardy and a "big mouth" at times. You are intelligent, gifted, and a perfectionist but these qualities make you unduly demanding on others. You would be well-suited to be an artist, priest, or politician.

Time passes really fast and now here comes another chinese new year.

Most people will be back at their kampung to be reunited with their love ones.

While my family will be staying back, basically we stay home every year around this period.

On the 30th night, we'll be praying for the ancestors and as well hoping for another smooth year.

1st of cny will be a day of visiting from houses to houses of my classmates. As year goes by, it's harder and harder to gather everyone.

This year round, we'll be having a gathering dinner with the ex 5 beta classmates. Am really hoping that everyone will be present.

I've already thought of how am i going to use my ANG PAU money. Hopefully i'll get a decent amount this year. Haha

Been helping mum making some cny tit bits. It's really fun eventhough it might be a lil' tiring.

Can't wait to wear all my new clothes and doll up. Imma gonna be da hottest in town!

Just painted my toe nails - dark blue colour and fingers - bright cute pink colour. I'm lovin' it!

Let's hope that this will be a great and blessed year for everyone !


and ang pau gia lai !!

Monday, February 04, 2008

I lurve..

drum!!!! so in love with the drum now even only after having a few lessons.

So much more interesting and cool compared to classical thingie.

The lecturer asked me why i thought of signing up drum lesson and i told him cuz it's not so boring.

If ever i have enough money now i'll surely get a drum set.
Hopefully i'll be hardworking and practise to improve!!


I do believe most of us who are living in m'sia do not have the chance to experience the chilling winter and snow falling.

Most of us are dreaded to know what is it like for winter time and having snow flakes falling down from the sky and everypart of the scenery turns snowwhite.

Somehow, people in china who are now facing the snow storm are suffering.

Imagine those beggars or homeless kids staying outdoor without shelthers, it must have been shivering cold for them.

Electricity, phone lines, water supply has been cut off.

Felt sympathy after watching a show tonight about how people are suffering from this unfortunate disaster especially during the CNY period. Everyone or i should say every chinese wants to go home and have a cosy reunion dinner with their beloved ones after being away from their family for one whole year.

Somehow without the train system functioning, their dreams are dashed. They had to stay back.

Heard from the show that there's a guy who've walked 16 hours in the snowstorm just to look for the girlfriend who's been sick and stranded along some highway. When the guy reached the city where the girl is, he's been suffering from frosbyte ( his legs feeling numb or prob dead )

Was so sad to hear this kinda touching stories.

Pray for them and let's hope that they can get back for the cny.

Saturday, February 02, 2008

My first piano competition

Miss rommie called me just now.
Guess what?
Suprise. Shock. Happy. Excited. Stresssss
The finals falls on 1st of March. If i'm not mistaken, i think we need to prepare another piece for finals. I'm not even done with memorising my jury pieces and now there'll be another task for me.
Wow...challenging huh **