27th September 2007 - u left us.
I've lost one precious friend.
I hate myself for being selfish and never care to visit u when u're sick.
I've not see u for bout 2 years or maybe more.
When the moment i got to see u its already too late.
U looked so calm and peaceful.
My mind kept on flashig back those memories of u.
I really can't believe the fact that u're gone.
Ur younger bro looks so much like u.
It's a heartbreaking moment when all of ur beloved families and good friends were there to send u through ur last journey.
Ur dad requested to play ur favourite cd- Lee Hom's gai shi ying shiong album along ur last journey because he knew that u love the album.
All of us couldn't control our tears.
We bid goodbye to u for the last time.
Hope u'll hear this.
显 宾,
愿 你 一 路 走 好
愿 你 安 息.
来 生 有 缘 希 望 可 与 你 再 做 朋 友.
永 远 爱 你.
Music melts all the separate parts of our bodies together. Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.Where words fail, music speaks.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
so long, farewell my friend
It's a sad sad day. The sky is darkened over. Everything turns grey.
Received a msg from KX telling me that our dear friend Xian Bin died of leukimia this morning.
The msg really shocked me cuz i thought he's on the process of recovering after the operation.
My heart sanked.
How could a person died of such young age?
Why is God so unfair?
Why can't he enjoy life like normal healthy teenagers?
Millions of question popping out in my mind, i really can't figure out the answer.
Dear XianBin,
Although we're not close friend but i really appreciated knowing u. Till the moment, i can still hear ur voice and i remembered how well u sang for each singing competition so clearly.
So sad that u had to leave us early.
May u rest in peace in another world.
Miss u.
Later on, another bad news came upon. WeiHeng got diabetes and is now in hospitalised in KL.
How come bad things came in a role.........i love ppl around me and want them to be healthy and happy.
WHY?
Received a msg from KX telling me that our dear friend Xian Bin died of leukimia this morning.
The msg really shocked me cuz i thought he's on the process of recovering after the operation.
My heart sanked.
How could a person died of such young age?
Why is God so unfair?
Why can't he enjoy life like normal healthy teenagers?
Millions of question popping out in my mind, i really can't figure out the answer.
Dear XianBin,
Although we're not close friend but i really appreciated knowing u. Till the moment, i can still hear ur voice and i remembered how well u sang for each singing competition so clearly.
So sad that u had to leave us early.
May u rest in peace in another world.
Miss u.
Later on, another bad news came upon. WeiHeng got diabetes and is now in hospitalised in KL.
How come bad things came in a role.........i love ppl around me and want them to be healthy and happy.
WHY?
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Suffocated
Yes....and i'm missing for almost a week for the bloggie world.
I almost got suffocated because of the lack of OXYGEN a.k.a INTERNET CONNECTION
Screw streamyx...they really piss me off.
After almost 1 hour on the phone with the tmnet ppl, our internet connection finally came back ( well, we also wasted our time trying to figure out fixing the problem on our own according to the instruction given by them, somehow our effort were wasted )
Nothing much interesting in my life for the moment.
My life is dull.
Had my recital yesterday. I played badly *i guess* some wrong notes here and there
My cme pieces are getting better :)
Now i'm left suffering for AURAL.
I'm wondering whether am i able t pass aural 3......
My ears are shut down....i can't differentiate 7th chords, i can't dictate the melody line, i can't do harmonic dictation as well
worst is that sometimes i don't even know what's the lecturer talking bout.
I can't digest it.
Help :(
I almost got suffocated because of the lack of OXYGEN a.k.a INTERNET CONNECTION
Screw streamyx...they really piss me off.
After almost 1 hour on the phone with the tmnet ppl, our internet connection finally came back ( well, we also wasted our time trying to figure out fixing the problem on our own according to the instruction given by them, somehow our effort were wasted )
Nothing much interesting in my life for the moment.
My life is dull.
Had my recital yesterday. I played badly *i guess* some wrong notes here and there
My cme pieces are getting better :)
Now i'm left suffering for AURAL.
I'm wondering whether am i able t pass aural 3......
My ears are shut down....i can't differentiate 7th chords, i can't dictate the melody line, i can't do harmonic dictation as well
worst is that sometimes i don't even know what's the lecturer talking bout.
I can't digest it.
Help :(
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Sunday, September 16, 2007
something to cheer me up
ShunJ told me that Leon's planning to build an orchestra.
The orchestra will be playing mainly contemporary animation music.
He'll then send a request to square enix, and if the orchestra is lucky enough, it'll be square enix m'sia official orchestra.
Wow.....how great is that!!!
I agreed to join cuz its a good opportunity that i'm not gonna miss out.
Eventhough i'm no longer his student, but i kinda miss learning under him *lots of contemporary songs pieces to learn* he's composition skills' really good and he usually wrote music for me to learn and not from those suzuki or watever books.
OIAM 2--i'm waiting for it...i don't wanna miss out any opportunity for in this field(music) u get jobs if u've got more contacts with ppl outside and the media.
The orchestra will be playing mainly contemporary animation music.
He'll then send a request to square enix, and if the orchestra is lucky enough, it'll be square enix m'sia official orchestra.
Wow.....how great is that!!!
I agreed to join cuz its a good opportunity that i'm not gonna miss out.
Eventhough i'm no longer his student, but i kinda miss learning under him *lots of contemporary songs pieces to learn* he's composition skills' really good and he usually wrote music for me to learn and not from those suzuki or watever books.
OIAM 2--i'm waiting for it...i don't wanna miss out any opportunity for in this field(music) u get jobs if u've got more contacts with ppl outside and the media.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Finally i've started working today at the same old place with yvonne now!
Hmm...let's talk bout yvonne tan.
well...i don't really talk much to her when we're in foundation year.
however things started to change eventually, when she *ehem* BOOKED me to be her partner for 2p 4 hands in cme.
i was suprised by how well we could work together as partner.
we played Scaramouche together.
really loved that piece.
even our cme lecturer that sem was great, we love her too.
and know yvonne tan's moved to our block and so unfortunately i'll get to see her day and night.
i thought i'm the one who eats alot, but i wrong...totally wrong
yvonne tan's 1000000x worst than me.
everyday i see her she'll ask me " rain ar, gam mad sek mat ye ar?" ( what we gonna eat today)
and because of her i had pizza, oldtown, mcd.....all the high cabs fattening food.
i get fat, she? still the same tiny size (unfair wei)
Hmm...let's talk bout yvonne tan.
well...i don't really talk much to her when we're in foundation year.
however things started to change eventually, when she *ehem* BOOKED me to be her partner for 2p 4 hands in cme.
i was suprised by how well we could work together as partner.
we played Scaramouche together.
really loved that piece.
even our cme lecturer that sem was great, we love her too.
and know yvonne tan's moved to our block and so unfortunately i'll get to see her day and night.
i thought i'm the one who eats alot, but i wrong...totally wrong
yvonne tan's 1000000x worst than me.
everyday i see her she'll ask me " rain ar, gam mad sek mat ye ar?" ( what we gonna eat today)
and because of her i had pizza, oldtown, mcd.....all the high cabs fattening food.
i get fat, she? still the same tiny size (unfair wei)
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
A bad day
I'm having a {~Bad day ~ Daniel Powter } today.
Cme....ohh i miss last sem's cme with my beloved partner yvonne under ms.geneviene coaching.
there's times i feel like crying...
i'm starting to loose interest in what i'm studying now...
i need a warm hug now..
and plz stand by me
Cme....ohh i miss last sem's cme with my beloved partner yvonne under ms.geneviene coaching.
there's times i feel like crying...
i'm starting to loose interest in what i'm studying now...
i need a warm hug now..
and plz stand by me
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Friday, September 07, 2007
Goodbye~
In memory of Pavarotti the greatest maestro singer !
May you rest in peace.
Your music will live in our heart forever.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
My World Is Raining-cats and dogs
Having a bad start for college.
Starting to hate goin to college.
Everything's getting so much more hard.
I damn tak syiok with my marks!!!
Insomnia for 2 nights already. No more for tonight please.
The unbalanced hormones.
Starting to hate goin to college.
Everything's getting so much more hard.
I damn tak syiok with my marks!!!
Insomnia for 2 nights already. No more for tonight please.
The unbalanced hormones.
I'm feeling so negative now and maybe my "yin" is more than my "yang" now.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
A gud start..prob??
Time passes really fast. I slept through the whole holidays which kinda sucks for me cuz i love travelling and goin around.
Some of the results were already out. I'm so sad for my cme marks. Me and yvonne were really disappointed with the marks. Results for the others are bad as well.
2 more subjects result to go which are the most important--- jury marks!!!
Praying hard to get a decent result.
Uni gonna starts tomorrow.
At first i was kinda excited but not after seeing the lousy timetable arrangement.
Double classes to attend to each week cuz we need to finish all the syllabus in juz 2 months infact of the actual 4 months!!
I can't imagine attending theory 4 days in a roll at 8.30am!! I hate theory eventhough Dr.Rowlands' cute.
Having cme this sem and my partner will be some junior whom i don't really know (ppl eng ed summore) and i'm kinda worried. Scare to see Dr.Lim on FIRE!! Scary weii
I'm starting to miss the comfy-ness at home. Here, it's like u need to solve everything by urself.
Am juz hoping that i'll have a good start for tomorrow.
A brand new day. I really need to think positively !!
Some of the results were already out. I'm so sad for my cme marks. Me and yvonne were really disappointed with the marks. Results for the others are bad as well.
2 more subjects result to go which are the most important--- jury marks!!!
Praying hard to get a decent result.
Uni gonna starts tomorrow.
At first i was kinda excited but not after seeing the lousy timetable arrangement.
Double classes to attend to each week cuz we need to finish all the syllabus in juz 2 months infact of the actual 4 months!!
I can't imagine attending theory 4 days in a roll at 8.30am!! I hate theory eventhough Dr.Rowlands' cute.
Having cme this sem and my partner will be some junior whom i don't really know (ppl eng ed summore) and i'm kinda worried. Scare to see Dr.Lim on FIRE!! Scary weii
I'm starting to miss the comfy-ness at home. Here, it's like u need to solve everything by urself.
Am juz hoping that i'll have a good start for tomorrow.
A brand new day. I really need to think positively !!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Clubbing
Had dinner with darling Tiekah on last tues at Pelangi and she was saying that how down she was feeling (becuz of d stupid jerk la). Then when we finished our dinner, she suddenly suggested that we go CLUBBING. Yeaaa....and i agreed to her sudden plan.
And so i followed her back home. She cheated her mum by saying that we're going for movie as we've booked the movie tickets. At first her mum doesn't agree but after some nagging she managed to convince her mum to let us go. She called her college friends and asked them to go along. I as well went home and packed and i told my mum that we're goin down one day earlier and will be staying over at my condo. My mum was worried but i dun care laa..cuz we were feeling so excited to club.
Tieka drove down at bout 12am!! wow.....it was our first time goin to kl so late and we reached there at bout 1 and met up with her friends at Bkt.Bintang.
At first we wanna go to Planet Hollywood but too bad the ppl there were really strict on the age rules. We were underage kids wei!! Hav a drink at Planet but not in the club b4 leaving. Her generous friend treated us Whistkey!! We drank it with Coke and it tasted not bad lah.
Then we headed on to The Loft and Cyenna!!
Not really many ppl there that night cuz its a tuesday. The music was trance and we dun kind like it. I did dance a while with her frens but it was really no fun. The adrelina in my body was not pumping high as the music wasn't my type.
The lights were on at 3am. I was like that's all??!!
Went hartamas for yc session. OMG there was a super huge rat around d mamak!!!
Then went to padang near to her fren's house. Chit chat there until when it's goin to rain we cabut to another mamak shop.
The sun was up by the time we left the mamak. Sent her friends back and we headed to tieka's collg.
Our eyes were closing on the way there. We got no mood and strength to shop already and so we headed home after that.
Hmm.....this was my first time going clubbing. Not a bad experience and i can't wait for next session of clubbing!!!
Yvonne Tan n Stella--when's our turn to go club??!! hehe
Outside Loft
Babes and car
Burger King b4 goin home. Posers!!
And so i followed her back home. She cheated her mum by saying that we're going for movie as we've booked the movie tickets. At first her mum doesn't agree but after some nagging she managed to convince her mum to let us go. She called her college friends and asked them to go along. I as well went home and packed and i told my mum that we're goin down one day earlier and will be staying over at my condo. My mum was worried but i dun care laa..cuz we were feeling so excited to club.
Tieka drove down at bout 12am!! wow.....it was our first time goin to kl so late and we reached there at bout 1 and met up with her friends at Bkt.Bintang.
At first we wanna go to Planet Hollywood but too bad the ppl there were really strict on the age rules. We were underage kids wei!! Hav a drink at Planet but not in the club b4 leaving. Her generous friend treated us Whistkey!! We drank it with Coke and it tasted not bad lah.
Then we headed on to The Loft and Cyenna!!
Not really many ppl there that night cuz its a tuesday. The music was trance and we dun kind like it. I did dance a while with her frens but it was really no fun. The adrelina in my body was not pumping high as the music wasn't my type.
The lights were on at 3am. I was like that's all??!!
Went hartamas for yc session. OMG there was a super huge rat around d mamak!!!
Then went to padang near to her fren's house. Chit chat there until when it's goin to rain we cabut to another mamak shop.
The sun was up by the time we left the mamak. Sent her friends back and we headed to tieka's collg.
Our eyes were closing on the way there. We got no mood and strength to shop already and so we headed home after that.
Hmm.....this was my first time going clubbing. Not a bad experience and i can't wait for next session of clubbing!!!
Yvonne Tan n Stella--when's our turn to go club??!! hehe
Outside Loft
Babes and car
Burger King b4 goin home. Posers!!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I miss shopping!!!! but i lazy to go to kl and then come back...
Feeling super bored at home.
U guys laa....never come to Btg to visit me *sob sob*
S'pore!!! S'pore!!!! hmmm....thinking what to buy there
Shoes? Clothes? Itchy itchy----temptation to shop!!
Gurls love shopping, dontcha??? (except the yvonne tan la,weirdo)
I still haven't get to watch Jay's movie-Secret. Haiii....don't think it's still showing now :(
I know u all miss me but tahan a bit la...u'll get to see the very me when uni reopens. luv yah
Feeling super bored at home.
U guys laa....never come to Btg to visit me *sob sob*
S'pore!!! S'pore!!!! hmmm....thinking what to buy there
Shoes? Clothes? Itchy itchy----temptation to shop!!
Gurls love shopping, dontcha??? (except the yvonne tan la,weirdo)
I still haven't get to watch Jay's movie-Secret. Haiii....don't think it's still showing now :(
I know u all miss me but tahan a bit la...u'll get to see the very me when uni reopens. luv yah
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Sorry for being away for such a long time....
the reason for it is because that i couldn't log into blogger with the dial up connection in my house..and now i'm at darlin Tika's house.
I got so emo-fied, i miss blogging, i miss u guys.
Hehe..so now i'm in holidays for 2 weeks +.
1st week was kinda wasted which i juz eat,shit and facing my laptop day-dreaming.
1 more week to go and hopefully i'll get to go for vacations and chill out a bit.
S'pore? K'Lumpore? Where else?
Anyone wanna date me? haha
the reason for it is because that i couldn't log into blogger with the dial up connection in my house..and now i'm at darlin Tika's house.
I got so emo-fied, i miss blogging, i miss u guys.
Hehe..so now i'm in holidays for 2 weeks +.
1st week was kinda wasted which i juz eat,shit and facing my laptop day-dreaming.
1 more week to go and hopefully i'll get to go for vacations and chill out a bit.
S'pore? K'Lumpore? Where else?
Anyone wanna date me? haha
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Exam Free
Done with all the sucky exams!!!!!!
I really sux at every subjects of this sem. Theory, aural and history really freaked me out. Never expected them to be that hard.
Asked Ms.Chong whether how she thinks of my jury result and whether is she disapointed with it and she said no. Really?? dun me be happy ....i care d most for jury marks.
After the aural dictation exam we headed to BKT BINTANG once again ( last sem we did went out on the last day of exam as well) but not much of kua cheong stuff that we wore cuz no time to go back to condo and change. No fake eyelashes!!! sad..No sunnies!! sad..
3 of us were feeling hungry when we reached there and so Joe brought us to a restaurant at Sg.Wang 3rd floor. Had great 'xiao long bao', 'fried shrimp with cheese(i can't cheese inside also), 'kuey tiow style chee cheong fun', soup.......
After lunchie we went shopping around. Oh my Gosh..i miss shopping!!!
Was feeling a bit dizzy bcuz of the weather and exam stress but still continue shopping around.
Bought a really cool necklace but i juz found out that the colour of the necklace will actually fade when it kena water. Aikkssss...
Oh yaaa...and we tried on Bikinissss. It's quite cheap but quality so so and so we didn't get it lah.
Joe n Jiun got their first try of the ink tattoo. I didn't cuz i've got on b4.
While waiting for Joe and Voonyin for their voice lesson, me n Jiun shopped around. I finally got my shorts!! and Jiun got pressies for her family members.
It's ICE CREAM time after their voice lesson. LECKA LECKA in front of StarHill !!! The environment was super awesome. I had 2 scopes which is hazelnut and carribean mix! Love it.
Went inside StarHill as well. I wanna go JOGOYA for buffet..anyone wanna join?
Reached home safely at 11+pm thanks to Jiun's bf for the ride.
Been thinking of goin to S'pore but not sure whether can make my passport in time.
That's all for tonite. Happy hols dudes!!!
In d taxi
Miss R cam-whoring again
Bikini babes!! we got free tickets to sunway lagoon next week!!!
I really sux at every subjects of this sem. Theory, aural and history really freaked me out. Never expected them to be that hard.
Asked Ms.Chong whether how she thinks of my jury result and whether is she disapointed with it and she said no. Really?? dun me be happy ....i care d most for jury marks.
After the aural dictation exam we headed to BKT BINTANG once again ( last sem we did went out on the last day of exam as well) but not much of kua cheong stuff that we wore cuz no time to go back to condo and change. No fake eyelashes!!! sad..No sunnies!! sad..
3 of us were feeling hungry when we reached there and so Joe brought us to a restaurant at Sg.Wang 3rd floor. Had great 'xiao long bao', 'fried shrimp with cheese(i can't cheese inside also), 'kuey tiow style chee cheong fun', soup.......
After lunchie we went shopping around. Oh my Gosh..i miss shopping!!!
Was feeling a bit dizzy bcuz of the weather and exam stress but still continue shopping around.
Bought a really cool necklace but i juz found out that the colour of the necklace will actually fade when it kena water. Aikkssss...
Oh yaaa...and we tried on Bikinissss. It's quite cheap but quality so so and so we didn't get it lah.
Joe n Jiun got their first try of the ink tattoo. I didn't cuz i've got on b4.
While waiting for Joe and Voonyin for their voice lesson, me n Jiun shopped around. I finally got my shorts!! and Jiun got pressies for her family members.
It's ICE CREAM time after their voice lesson. LECKA LECKA in front of StarHill !!! The environment was super awesome. I had 2 scopes which is hazelnut and carribean mix! Love it.
Went inside StarHill as well. I wanna go JOGOYA for buffet..anyone wanna join?
Reached home safely at 11+pm thanks to Jiun's bf for the ride.
Been thinking of goin to S'pore but not sure whether can make my passport in time.
That's all for tonite. Happy hols dudes!!!
In d taxi
Miss R cam-whoring again
Bikini babes!! we got free tickets to sunway lagoon next week!!!
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